A really terrible thing happened but it is leading to new and better things. An improved life that's new motto is "By Grabthar's Hammer by the Suns"... sorry, wrong Galaxy Quest quote. I think I mean, "Never Give Up, Never Surrender".
I never had a chance to post my wonderful birthday pictures. It was a great day. I'm trying to refrain from linking a good thing happening to me to a bad thing always following. I'm trying to be optimistic. I'm trying to keep the negative thoughts out but it can be hard. I'm trying not to think vengeful thoughts. I'm trying not to take things personally. I'm trying to do my best and eradicate unfavorable and weak ideas and concepts. You find out what your family and friends think of you in times like this. Turns out, as mad as my family is, they will always be there. That goes for some friends too. I think, for the most part, Andrew and I have chosen well. You truly truly find out who's REALLY there for you. Andrew and I have a better idea of this now. We will move on from those that judged us, mummered hypocritical comments, and we're an all around dreadful presence in our life.
I, also, don't care what any one thinks of Andrew. He's the best and I don't think he did anything wrong. He is going to turn around from this. We both are. And I can't wait. This is the beginning of a hard and long year. No more time or money to spend on fun festivals, shows, and bullshit every one posts on FB. However, I think in a year or two, we'll be better off than we we're before. I still plan on writing that script. He plans on retuning to school. We just have to remember it's for the best and things will turn out alright as long as we keep kicking ass and never give up. KEEP THINKING GOOD THOUGHTS! BAH!
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